New journey begins whenever things ends.

It's sad to never have have it all,

Even for awhile.

With Loss,

lesson is, to learn to Love Grander,

With Gain.

May you rest in peace now.

Merry, Merry

I'm like one of those who anticipates Christmas every year, besides Raya. Well, all for the right reasons of course! I do not want anyone to get the wrong idea.

Although every big celebration here comes with markdown priced items, however I find that when xmas is around the corner, massive sales are happening everywhere! Yes, yes that's also because of year end sale. My jaw dropped practically most of the time I enter any shops. It's as if it's the hottest stuff but  know, I know 70% of them are meant for clearance. 

Also, xmas isn't complete with xmas tree! I literally will keep staring at beautiful and real ornaments, tinsel, lights, garlands and a glittered star at the top is a must! I'm so loving the Curves theme; heaven's gate + angels theme and the best one I've seen this year. Also liking Pavillion's but KLCC's didn't work for me. Sorry! 

I seriously can tolerate with whatever movies or shows that's playing on tv. Too many to watch, don't know which one to watch first, and missing part of the shhow. That I can handle. Rather than not knowing what to watch and feeling so miserable switching to all available channels but you still got nothing to concentrate for more than 10 minutes or so, that I cannot handle.

When I was little I had this xmas karaoke cd, (together with kiddish karaoke songs), and I just feel like sharing with everyone my all time favourite xmas songs. The older the better. They never failed to make me feel all-snowy. Haha! I don't get that either!

Rocking Around The Christmas Tree - Brenda Lee

Have yourself a merry little Christmas - Mel Torme (not the original video clip though.)

Last Christmas - Wham!

All I Want For Christmas - Mariah Carey

Have a good Christmas everyone! 

Let's jingle away baby

The Other Day

Here's a checklist of things that I did couple of days ago; all in one day.

 

1. Woke up not too early, went jogging.

2. (My legs killed me halfway doing) Yoga.

3. Breakfast - bread & fresh milk

4. Clean up the house. (Now how can I miss that?)

5. Desperate Housewives marathon.

6. Talked on the phone with mami, like really long…

7. Continue reading current book that still blow my mind away.

8. Had really late lunch at my favourite and so far the best kedai masakan Melayu.

9. Drove around Damansara as if I have never lived in Damansara.

10. I decided to watch sunset on the way to Sg. Buloh. Crazy kan!                     

11. Hair treatment, done! Facial, done! Shaved, and all the girly thang

13. RA3. Ah, I cannot resist the thrill! I FORBID you from giving me that look!

14. Sheleep! (Feeling hungry halfway coz I freaking forgot the most important thing, dinner. Ya, ya, I'm a lil exaggerating.)

 

Everything went spontaneously; just the way I like it. Well, too bad if you think it's plain boring or typical. I realized how much I needed this – space and collective mind.

Kotoh!

Reading this seriously made my day and and it reminds me of macam mana kita cuba cakap different language, like, proper English or Malay rojak/baku, Sabahan will always be a Sabahan.
It's hard for other people to understand our bahasa apalagi use the terms/words properly. Even the simple word, Bah.

Astaga, gerigitan sa baca ni budak punya karangan! Bole imagine ni dia tulis macam cara dia becakap.


My favourite part, "ya kan, saya ada bawa lastik.buduh!kenapa saya bole telupa?"




Last paragraph dia tu ba! Sempat lagi dia tulis kotoh di situ. Teda-teda betul.



Image source: Michelle's (both)

Btw, Kotoh means padan muka (In your face!)



Ok, penat suda sia tadi berabis ketawa

The Proposal

I forgot the fact that I downloaded this movie some time ago. I thought file corrupted! Tau tau I found you sitting next to The Ugly Truth!! Me is a fan of Sandra Bullock only when it comes to comedy movies. So natural. Remember Miss Congeniality?

Gracie: You think I’m gorgeous… You want to kiss me… You want to hug me...

***

While figuring out Gracie's talent...

Gracie: Hey! Hey! I got it. I haven’t done it since High School, but maybe..

Manager: You are NOT having sex on that stage!

Gracie: Uhh, I didn’t know that was an option, all right? For this thing, all I need is room service.

Nuff said. Gonna watch it now. Till then, bye bye!!

Picture Perfect

So close yet so far away.

January is calling me.

I've moved on long time ago. Have you?

CAREFREE

I'm so impressed with her video and I really think that she deserves to win.

I'm not sure whether this is specially made for this contest or what but the whole process looks professional; well done (editing, lighting, angles, quality).


I know this because of videography subject that I took semesters ago. Shooting, editing, location, materials and tons of crucial thing = HUGE ROLE.
My 5 minutes DP reel itself took more than a day to finish shooting (really glad that I had responsible producer, visionary cameraman + director, i'm-all-ready actor), and few (curi-curi) sleepless nights in Edit Suite. Siap bentang pillow and mattress with the rest of the editors, Esther, Suganya, Zul, Ito, Dhya, Effendy, Rashman, Imran, Zainul, and Jackie.


So after snooping around (Youtube-ing) I found (awesome!) videos posted by SEGians
I heart this 3 videos.
(I sound so 'pisau cukur' at the moment. Ohmydior!)

(I found out that Ito's behind this 2 projects, not to be bias, but I've always been a fan of his works. Including Man and Effendy)

And this! I don't know them but must juniors' work. Good kick start! Seriously!

Passive aggresive, run baby run!

Hear Me Purr

They are the greatest friends I've known. My whole life, I grew up with a cat/cats at home and kampung. Be it kucing jalanan that I picked up or friend of mami's kindly 'derma', or siamese cats. You'd think I'm crazy if I told you that I can talk, cry, manja-manja and laugh with my cats, alone.

I don't have any pictures of my previous cats with me at the moment. Thanks to Google, I found pictures that seriously look exactly like my cats. (and make me cry really bad).

Lilo

Credits to: Kucingphotos.blogspot.com

Halley (Mom:Lilo)

Pic credit: www.webring.com

and other cats (pictures not found), Fatty, Garfield, Duf Duf, Snoopy & Sneepy (Twin), Kici, Itam, Buntal, and some other cats that I can't remember their names

Most of them died/went missing. And honestly, I can't handle myself when I lose them.

Would love to own a grey & white cat one day. They look so rare.

Source: flickr.com

Too many memories, still moving on

Scratch That

If this is called addiction, than that ain't my addiction.

Meals can't be better without you,

Despite the strong addiction you got me into,

Having you in my system is too much to handle.

Ugh. Scratch that again.

Dismantled

Old MacDonald Had A Farm

E..,I..,E..,I..,O..

I love how McD offers variety of not only burgers for us to choose from such as McChicken, Spicy Chicken McDeluxe, Fillet-O-Fish, Big Mac, Quarter Pounder, McFlurry, McNuggets, Ayam Goreng McD, well basically all the Mcs. They also localised McD by putting Bubur Ayam McD in the menu, awesome choice for demam people. 

I used to eat fast food a lot back then, until at one point I decided to cut down eating these kind of food because... BECAUSE. My faves are McChicken, Bubur Ayam, Big Mac & Oreo McFlurrry. I'll usually order ala carte instead of set meal because I don't drink coke, pepsi, whatever Mirinda, Sprite. (Oh yes, I get so many reactions from people that that is so ridiculous! ) Unless I kepedasan then 1 or 2 sip is just fine. 

Enough about me. What I really have to point out is McD didn't just serve burgers for 20 years here, in fact, they've given so much help and hope to the less fortunate along the way.

I'm not very familiar of this, Ronald McDonald's House Charities (RMHC) until recently. It's like a hospital in a house where patients can stay there accompanied by their parents or guardians. Supah cool I tell you, because lying down in normal hospital ward can be so scary. Been there, done that.

In conjunction with RMHC's 10th Anniversary, a majlis Rumah Tebuka was held at humble ground of HUKM. It was raining heavily during the ceremony and I was freaking shivering the whole time while doing my freelance job. I didn't feel like a stranger, in fact everyone treated me like I was part of the family. All the kids didn't show any  I'm-in-pain-ness and that is enough to knock my head that I maybe not living in a perfect life, but maybe at some point, I am much more fortunate. 

Claimed as the original Ronald McDonald in Malaysia

I was there enjoying and did McD's cheeky moves, together with the kids. 

I'm so young at heart. Hehe

Your smile mean so much to me

Pink eye

...also known as conjunctivitis.

All these years I thought CONJUNCTIVITIS is uber cool because, one, white area of your eyes turn red, and you get to wear shades the whole time, anywhere, because they're contagious.

BUT IT COMES WITH SUPER COMBO PACKAGE

Pedih to the max, very water/slimy, can't seem to open my eyes in the morning; eye lids melekat and keras, cant roll my eyes, difficulty to look elsewhere without turning my head except in front, and no eyeliner for days. 

See how my eye gets droopier every 5 minutes

Disturbed already? You haven't seen the worst part of it.

Definitely diarrhea is better than this 

I love the simple things that you do

Hey Mr, Please Hurry Up!

I need my 8 hours of sleep.

Trip with nasi lemaks, please fast forward